june 10th

sometimes i wish i was more confident in myself, calleb tells me to 'not sweat the small stuff" but he doesbt ever sweat unless his ac goes out last week when he pickecd me and my friends up we went to burger king becuz its cheap as shit, also its leagues beter than school food. it wuz me and perc in the back with maddie in th front. if im being honst i wuz gonna see if maddie would sit in the back with me cuz percy forgot to ware deodarnt to school that day and his bo was fucking rank. but she calld shotgun so it was no use. i ater a burger and it made my stomach hurt i dont think i am allergic to anything really so probablt just fast food grease. the rest of the day was pretty average. spent alott of time at m desk on m computer so mcuh my aunt came into my room to check on me to see if i was still alive (spoiler alert i am) . ifim being honset with myself i dont know wghat im am gonna do once school ends. percy is goifg to community college and said i shud come but i just an unsure of what i am going to do with the rest of my life.

another night where i cant sleep so hear i am again. tried messging maddie but shes asleep (if u r readingf maddie in the future ill buy u sum rockstar so to help u stay up late like me )so now im just etching into my desk and tring to pass the hours before i hav to get up and go bacj to school in the morning. i hear ruby snoring fron outside my door, shes started sleeping thetw and i dont know why maybe my room is cooler? i do hav my fan on but thats more to hav sum sound and air in the fresh airt.